Life is what you make it

A few of my friends and relatives in the States have been really worried about my son and me since the economy and government collapse in my country. I have been numb in a way and haven't really had a longing to write much about it.

I've been running my own freelance business since December 2006. According to my financial adviser and the entrepreneur corporation in Iceland I was doing good. I loved what I was doing and woke up everyday with excitement and challenges in my day. I had something to look forward to each day and I have a great son that is doing good in life. I never lived a life which was extravagant and have a home which is creative and strange; not in style. I'm so far from being the wanna be rich looking person which were were popping up all over Iceland. I paid my taxes honestly and received unemployment when there was no work to find in my field this fall.

My father (which raised me from the time I was 18 months old) always told me that if you want something you have to dig in the dirt. If you don't find it you have to dig harder. He could have spoiled us and given us many material things. He chose not to. Instead he taught us that if you want something you have to work for it. I passed this on to my son and feel so grateful. At times I felt like a selfish evil mom when all the other kids in the neighborhood got the newest PlayStation just because they asked for it. My son started saving his money when he was 11 and ended up buying the PlayStation when he was 12. I think that my dad gave me something I could never have bought or learned in school. It's the real experience and reward of digging in the dirt and seeing the rewards when you're done.

Don't worry about us, we're just as happy even though the cost of living is ridiculous. I still lay around like a cat reading too many books. My son is still living his teenage life and just bought his first car. I found some ladies recently that take old clothes and modify them. So maybe I don't have to buy new clothes, I'll learn how to modify or make my own?

Life is what you make it my friend ;-)