I'm Being a Hermit Today

I'm being a hermit today, most of my family is getting together to watch "Erovision" tonight and I personally can't stand it, it's a song comptetion in Europe where each country sends in a horrible singer and the best song wins? Abba is the only good thing to have come out of that, that tells me everything. I'm blasting Ministry right now, my cat is scared to death of their music he's hiding under the bed.

I have to do some work but I'm tempted to go out with my friend tonight, she's a fisherman and comes home for 4 days each month and likes to go nuts at the bars in Reykjavik. I'll wait and see how my mood will be later on tonight.

I called my friend Jolene thursday and I miss her so much, we got to know each other at the Art Institute of Pittsburgh in 1989. She's going to Amsterdam this summer and I'm so tempted to go meet her this year, she goes there every summer and has been asking me to join her. ARRGHH I miss Jolene, she always brings a smile to my face when I talk to her.

Currently blasting: The Land of Rape and Honey By Ministry

I'm not a Mechanic or Mechanicly Inclined!

I was looking at my mail on Myspace and have received some really crazy letters from this one person which was on my friends list, like multiple personality sounding fantasy, extremly lame bullshit.

Why would anyone actually think I would need a detailed description on how they are going to build airplanes and ships? I though "is this for real, does this person really think I'm interested in a 500 word essay twice a week about building ships and airplanes?" I'm not a mechanic or mechanicly inclined!

I deleted him and hope he has the sense to join a community online that embraces his interest in airplane and ship building.

Stitch me back together love

I'm sitting here in a place called life!
I'm feeling it but not really liking it?
I'm living it but where is the essence?
Where is the feeling of wanting to go on?
Wanting to love, wanting to discover?

I want to go on and live a life where I feel real.
I want to capture the essence of love and fall
apart!

Stitch me back together love............