Self-pity moved in and almost took over the place

It's been so dark and I've been bitching up a storm and embracing self-pity. Yes self-pity moved in and almost took over the place, before I know it I'm struggling to get up in the morning because I've got her as an excuise. Anyway I woke up and smelled the coffee today! I was baking for my son's birthday and realized how good I've got it and I should feel shame when I complain. Life is a struggle for all of us but I've come a long way and should never resort to old ways of ripping myself down to nothing. I have it good and you don't know how good you've got it until you've gotten out of a struggle.

Yes this is my thought for today and I love the fact that I can blogg this stuff without anyone censoring or threatening me.

Yes, I've got it good.