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I had such a touching and spiritual dream last night. I was watching the sun set with my sister Nina and her daughter. The reflection in the water showed the most beautiful yellow and blue skies; but the real sky was flaming red with almost dark brown colors in it. We were at peace with each other in the dream and the colors made us feel united.

Then I was in a warm setting with my sister Nina, Anna and another sister I couldn't sense or see. We were happy and hugging each other.

I assume this dream is connected to the volcanic eruptions going on here in Iceland but symbolically it is very beautiful.

Dream 120706

I was 5 years old and walked into my bedroom, there was sun shining through the window and I felt the atmosphere of the sunny bedroom. In the middle of the floor there was this bright red, shiny new bicycle. I felt such joy and jumped up and down. Both of my parents were standing by my side and smiled with such joy.

When I woke up I realized that this dream was a memory from my childhood. I recalled the day when I got the bicycle and the freedom I felt when the training wheels were taken off. I taught myself to ride the bicycle, I didn't have patience to wait for someone to teach me.

I was making some coffee and eating breakfast when I realized the symbolism of this dream and it really shook me up. I have made the mistake in the past of only seeing the bad memories from my childhood and sometimes I have dwelled on them for years; kind of like mentally masturbating on self-pity. Also the fact that I had totally forgotten this memory and probably many more like this one. I think we humans are such masochistic creatures at heart sometimes, we nourish our souls with the poor me syndrome and let life pass us by. It's so much easier to do nothing and blame our lack of accomplishment on the cruel world we live in. "They're all so mean, poor poor me!"

Anyway, I'm pulling myself together slowly from the shock of loosing my job and I think these dreams I've been having are a certain kind of cleansing in my mind.The rest of the day I felt so happy and I really did notice alot more positive around me and gave my son a big hug when I came home from work. Yes we are so rich sometimes and need to be reminded when we let the negative overpower our thoughts and actions.

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I was singing beautiful music that I have never heard before. A cross between latin guitar, Leonard Cohen and industrial. I was so happy and the music was coming from my heart. I felt such happiness, like I was drunk on happy. There were people playing musical isntruments but it was controlled by my mind.

I thought I had woken up and felt like I was leaving my body and ended up bouncing on this floor. I could fly and land smoothly on the cold cemented ground. It was so much fun and I laughed alot. I went to a swimming pool but couldn't see clearly but I know the people there felt my presence even though I couldn't be seen. A lady took my hand and it was a small and fragile hand. I could feel so much kindness streaming from her, her love was unconditional.

I was back in my room and a man had his arms around me and I felt so much care and love coming from him. When I took the covers off him he was completely pale white, the retina was white in his eyes, white spikey thick hair, and beautiful facial features. He looked into my eyes with such kindness and put his arms tightly around me and held both of my hands. Everything disappeared except his arms and hands. He held me like this for a long time. I started crying and it felt like such a relief, I had needed to cry in someone's arms for a long time. He turned into a larger man and it felt secure to have my arms around his thick frame.

I am in a mans living room and we are happy in each others company. We laugh alot and feel relaxed around each other. He looks at me like we've known each other for many years. I look out the window and my vision is fading, I know I must leave the dream. I get paranoid and think that maybe I'm bothering him but the thought goes away quickly. I put my hands on his shoulders and he knows I must leave and looks at me with such kindness.

I was completely conscious during this dream, I could hear everything around me and was aware of the fact that I was dreaming.

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I've been sick for the past few days and I'm sick of it. I hate laying in bed and doing nothing but feeling bodily pain. I have a bad headache and a high fever, poor me I feel so dysfunctional and alone right now. This is the only time I feel like I'm lacking some thing by being single, it's lonely being sick alone.

I've been dreaming alot of strange and happy dreams though where my loved ones are happy and doing good. I had a dream that I purchased this old apartment with 3 kitchens in it and no bedrooms? All of my family members which I've had problems with recently were in this new apartment and eating great meals with me; I guess since I had 3 kitchens I had to use them all. I wonder what that dream means?

Happy Dreams

I woke up in a great mood today, I had some happy dreams but can't remember them in detail. Beautiful colors, sun, happy people getting together, erotic love making, being out in a field full of sunflowers and running around.

Dreams about Maggi Tanaka

I woke up this morning and recalled having another strange dream. I dreamt that I was talking to my cat Maggi Tanaka, and he was giving me some good advice. In my dreams I always meet my pets and they have so much wisdom to give me and I'm seriously starting to believe that there is a good message behind that, if I follow their advice that is. Anyway, Maggi took me into my past and when we arrived everything was alright and my fears were gone, he showed me that my bad memories only have life if I let them control me; he's a genius.

After all of this I found out that Leo had run out of beer in California, which is very serious early on a friday night. I can't e-mail him a six pack and thought they should have a World delivery service like 1-800-flowers, people could give each other beer all over the World? Good idea but it would never work out, too many laws about alcohol.