Dream 062906

I was singing beautiful music that I have never heard before. A cross between latin guitar, Leonard Cohen and industrial. I was so happy and the music was coming from my heart. I felt such happiness, like I was drunk on happy. There were people playing musical isntruments but it was controlled by my mind.

I thought I had woken up and felt like I was leaving my body and ended up bouncing on this floor. I could fly and land smoothly on the cold cemented ground. It was so much fun and I laughed alot. I went to a swimming pool but couldn't see clearly but I know the people there felt my presence even though I couldn't be seen. A lady took my hand and it was a small and fragile hand. I could feel so much kindness streaming from her, her love was unconditional.

I was back in my room and a man had his arms around me and I felt so much care and love coming from him. When I took the covers off him he was completely pale white, the retina was white in his eyes, white spikey thick hair, and beautiful facial features. He looked into my eyes with such kindness and put his arms tightly around me and held both of my hands. Everything disappeared except his arms and hands. He held me like this for a long time. I started crying and it felt like such a relief, I had needed to cry in someone's arms for a long time. He turned into a larger man and it felt secure to have my arms around his thick frame.

I am in a mans living room and we are happy in each others company. We laugh alot and feel relaxed around each other. He looks at me like we've known each other for many years. I look out the window and my vision is fading, I know I must leave the dream. I get paranoid and think that maybe I'm bothering him but the thought goes away quickly. I put my hands on his shoulders and he knows I must leave and looks at me with such kindness.

I was completely conscious during this dream, I could hear everything around me and was aware of the fact that I was dreaming.