Brain storming about the Zero-Point and more.....

I'm blasting music and don't feel like cleaning my house at the moment. The toilet really needs it though. I remember Tony from the 80's and it's so strange to recall something you thought was not in your memory anymore. I find this myspace experience to be very fascinating; I am talking to people I thought I'd never find again.

I feel a detachment anxiety coming on, my son is growing up. He has a great job this summer and works on the weekends a lot. It's Iceland's Independent day and I'm sitting at home feeling like an abandoned child, ha ha. It really is just something that I have to become used to and all changes in life feel strange at first.

I dreamt that I had sold my apartment and spent a lot of money on a school I didn't really like. When I woke up I was grateful to see my dear cat next to me and my old bed still in the same apartment. I keep dreaming about going back to school and I'm taking a test soon that will show me what jobs in life are the best for me. I really don't know what I want to become when I grow up, this might help.

I've been on a mission to find god this year, I really need him. The Bible has never satisfied me and I have always felt like I'm being threatened when I read it. Seriously, I don't want to worship a jealous god, worshiping also turns me off. I found an article about the the Zero-Point energy field and it just totally blew my mind away. It explains what has been missing in all my theories on god and life. I see the zero point energy field stretching out everywhere in life and eternity. Kind of like if you visualize invisible veins everywhere. Yes this sounds strange, kind of like a fourth dimension you'd read about in a Kurt Vonnegut novel. Ha ha. Anyway, it makes a lot of sense to me and it explains the force of god and why we can't see or measure him. He's been hiding out in the Zero-point energy field ;-)