That is how I feel alot of the times, my soul has a scar that will never go away. It's strange how some things we experience in life shape us so deeply and never go away. Having a scar doesn't have to be that bad though, some of my bad experiences have actually made me stronger and gave me the ability to help some friends through very rough times. I also don't get scared when people flip out or use mental abuse, I have become immune to it and actually laugh at them; which is the best weapon for that kind of abuse. Having a scar has also left me feeling strange and alone in a World full of of people that all want to be the same and some times they look and feel the same to me.
So please don't heal or remove these scars, they give me character!