Another painful episode in my life?

I just cut off all my hair, I couldn't stand it any more! It will grow back and the haircut doesn't look too bad on me. This winter has been so busy and my long hair was getting in my way and taking too much time to take care of, so out came the scissors and I cut away.

I've been chatting with my first boyfriend online for about a month now, he actually found me on this singles thing here in Iceland and gave me a call one day. It's really strange getting in touch with some one I dated 20 years ago, god I'm getting old. He was my first love and I have always kept a place for him in my heart. I am accepting the fact that he's still the same guy that broke my heart back then and I have a feeling he hasn't changed much. So why do I invite this into my life, could it be that I'm attracted to men that play evil mind games? He's seriously messing with my head at the moment and I really don't need another painful episode in my life, I must close this door and walk away. There is so much good in life and surrounding myself with it is not that hard, all I need to do is keep listening to my heart.