Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Thought for Today

For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin--real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.
-Alfred D. Souza


I experience this feeling alot, like my life will begin as soon as I'm done doing this or that. I look back at my life and it seems like I always let the obstacles blind me, like I can't look at the forest because the trees are in my way. I am at a point now where I am trying to stop dwelling on all the problems and just go through them, thinking about them won't make them disappear.I've been very busy at work and my daily routine is actually alot of fun if I remember to sleep well and appreciate the little things that I forget when I start worrying about some thing that can be solved anyway. Yes life is alot of work but I am going to go through it with a positive attitute.